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I Really Thought I’d Lost Him

this was me all summer sorry if it seems graphic to you, just telling the story how it was: A week after the accident I woke from a dead sleep in the wee hours of the morning knowing something was...

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The Accident

not the best pic ever, but the first one where I felt little P could be seen poking out a little…taken around this time. After an entire month of “normal” early pregnancy…you know, anticipating telling people, anticipating that beloved “12...

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Make Plans, God Laughs….THIS is the beginning

This is happy me a week after all of this went down. Belly pics are useless at this point We were 21/22…married, thinking about our future, and the thought of kids seemed like a distant plan. We wanted to travel,...

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My Breastfeeding Journey

This is a LONG one people. This is meant to be a continuation of thanksgiving for the willpower God has instilled in me, and to be an encouragement to mommas who are struggling with breastfeeding/might in the future. My tenacious,...

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Strong willed woman

 enjoying my work over the years.   I wouldn’t say I know myself very well, but I do know a few things about my self that are positively true. One of those things is that I have lived my life,...

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Choosing a Melody

There are all sorts of lullaby’s out there. In fact  on a Pandora station I found that plays lullaby’s I heard multiple “Journey” songs remade into lullaby’s  Ha. I have found, recently, that not only do I sing/hum lullaby’s frequently, but that I am singing them almost CONSTANTLY....

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Taking Off My Shoes

For as long as i’ve had facebook probably in my list of favorite quotes I have included the following: Earth’s crammed with heaven, And every common bush afire with God; But only he who sees, takes off his shoes –...

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What it’s all about

Enter present day:   How did I go from terribly heartbroken, in need of my son, visit him at all costs momma to this over tired don’t-wanna-rock-and-sing-no-more-go-to-sleep-now-you’re-driving-me-nuts momma? Easy. We forget pain. Or at least in my case I laid...

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Not from the beginning

Where do you start writing a story that is so much bigger than yourself? The logical place is from the beginning, but I think I’ll start here: the happiest moment of my life:    Well, besides this one: My son...